I am finally back home!
I had an very inspiring dinner and coffee with @win.
Although the talk was great, questions surfaced...
What is it that I want in my life?
I probably have given almost everyone a view of what I want, but there are probably thousands of "answer" depending on my mood; weather of the day
I used to think that being attached will mean gaining the factors I lack in my life... however @win's sharing prompted a Q&A in my head and I believe it wont happen. Dammit!
Now I feel like I'm dreaming of a perfect world.
In a perfect world, there will be what I constantly seek and I definitely don't have those stuff. I guess we're in a world of 'dead fishes' and blood-sucking zombies.
So what's now?
Expect me to be hiding in a corner like before, constantly cracking my head to think about my life - pragmatism and realism.
Great relationships with family; friends; partner is simply... impossible - for now?
"A friend to everyone, is a friend to nobody."
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